~~~*Hollz Hallway*~~~: June 2007

A Place for me to say whatever the hell I want

Friday, June 29, 2007

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What makes a Girl smile?!

1. Getting kissed in the pouring rain.

2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall.

3. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs

4. Have that moment where you just gaze into eachother's eyes

5. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better

6. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance

7.A guy who is loyal

8.A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.

9.A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against

10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.

11.A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet

12.A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him

Does this guy exist??? wouldn't that be nice?

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Eye Candy!

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All About Me

I Am... Lonley and tired
I Want....to party all night long
I Have.... a great bunch of friends
I Wish... I was thin and rich
I Hate.... waiting in a line up
I Fear.....snakes, Heights and death
I Search....within my heart
I Wonder.. where i will be in 10 years
I Regret.... telling a secret that i should'nt have told
I Love....... My man,family, friends, animals
I Always.....have my toe nails painted a nice colour
I Usually... sit on the computer untill 2am
I Am Not.....impressed that i got written up at work today
I Dance..... all the time, especially when i'm drunk
I Sing.... every song that i hear, even if i dont know the words i still try and guess:)
I Never......say never, life is full of suprises!
I Rarely.... exercise, I need to start!
I Cry.... almost every day, I am extremley sensitive...
I Am Not Always....happy in my present life
I Lose... my car keys all the time, it drives me crazy
I'm Confused.... about alot of things (a whole other post)
I Need.... to loose weight and start taking better care of myself
I Should.... listen to what my doctor says

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Random Shit!

Last week i ordered a trial pair of contacts from walmart, I got a call yesterday telling me that they were in.. I was so excited i went there right away to pick them up... I've been wearing them ever sinse, except for when im sleeping of course and i do take little breaks through out the day... Im trying to get use to the fact of having something sitting on my eye ball. (its a bit weird) I am definitely going to buy a pair though, It beats wearing glasses all the time!

I took my dog to the grommers yesterday as well, I figured it was time for her to go seeing as she could'nt see a bloody thing.... Check out the before and after pics....

***BEFORE ***

***AFTER***

********************

I think its MUCH better and i know shes happier, the groomer even put a canadian bandana on her in time for Canada Day:)

Not to much going on today, I'm enjoying my last day off before i go in to work for the whole weekend:( I had a big fight with the man but everything seems to be ok right now (knock on wood) All i can say is I HATE $$$$$

I'm looking forward to the Hollywood themed party i am going to next weekend, I cant wait!!! when i walk in to the party I will be looking like this!!!!!

You got it, I've decided to go as Mimi from the drew carey show lol.. I know a while ago i did a post and I asked all off you for suggestions on who my fiance and I should be.. all your ideas were great and I thank you! We were going to go as Dog and the bounty hunter but we changed our minds... So, as a couple we are going as Mimi and Eminem.. lol as if they would ever hook up !

It will be Good times and I'll be sure to post a pic of us:)

Anyways I'm out for a while.. I may post again soon because I'm in a blogging mood tonight:)

~~MUAH~~

Labels: contacts. Daisy, Eminem, Mimi

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I am Canadian Hnt!!

Canada Day will be here in a few days. I usually go and see a big fire work show but this year i will miss it because i got suckered in to working all weekend.. I'm dissapointed but at least I will be making time and a half:)

My Hnt tonight is of course a Canadian Theme:)

I AM CANADIAN!!!!!

Happy Hnt!!

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Dedication to Hella and Exile..

When i read this poem it makes me think of the two of you and your situation.....Your love is amazing...

Good Night My Love!

As I am saying good night at the end of the day,
And you are not here, but many miles away,
My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,
As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.

I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,
But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.
Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,
Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.

When distance tends to keep us apart,
Remember I still hold you near in my heart.
When the night together, can't be ours,
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.

Remembering those words, I begin to smile,
And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.
I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,
But you are not there, no hug to exchange.

I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,
No longer wanting to be kept apart.
Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears,
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear.

~xoxoxo~

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Rock hard abs

Has anyone seen that infomercial on tv for Hip Hop abs with Shaun t?

I just wanted to share with all of you how sexy he is, plus i wanted a picture of him on my blog!!

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7 Random Facts

I was tagged by Hella

These are the rules…. each player starts with 7 random facts about themselves on their Blog.
People who are tagged need to blog 7 facts about themselves and post the rules as well.
At the end of their blog list 7 people you are tagging.
Let them know that they are tagged by leaving them a comment.

#1. As you will see in the picture above, I have always loved ketchup chips.. Actually the funny thing is im eating them right this moment..

#2. I have a very bad anxiety disorder, It controls my life everyday and I cant seem to fight it

#3. When I was little i use to think the people on the tv could see me changing, I would always Hide my pink parts:)

#4. I'm a sucker for men who have brown eyes and brown hair... Mmmm so sexy!

#5. When i have to wake up really early in the morning I get very emotional and start to cry.. ( i know pathetic isent it?!)

#6. I am very persistant, when i want something i dont shutup untill i get it... Im trying to work on this!

#7. I LOVE music, I could sit all day and sing:)

I will tag who ever wants to play!

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

So Cute!

I went out today with Hella and Her son to do some laundry at the Laundry mat, (oh so fun)

To kill some time we walked over to the fish store to look around..

I fell in love with a fish! :)

I would have bought him if i had the money, He was so CUTE!!!! and only $80.00 :o

He was a cowfish, I have never heard of or seen such a thing in my life...

Isent he adorable?! Its like a little head that swims around with no body.. I have to have one...

just thought i would share, hes just too cute!!

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Ewwwwwwwwwww

We've been having problems with the dog upstairs getting into our garbage all the time... Finally we got a garbage bin and thought the problem would stop.... It worked untill the dog jumped up on the bin, knocked it over and of course the lid falls off. There was garbage all over the lawn and holes in every garbage bag we had.... We cleaned up the yard and put the garbage back in the bin.. Sinse there was holes in the bags , little bits of food fell into the bottom of the garbage bin..

I started cleaning out the bin today and rebagging all the garbage, As i picked up the bag on the bottom i let out a loud scream.. I should have known there was going to be maggots... I almost puked!! My fiance took over from there... I am so disturbed, I feel like there crawling all over me....

All I can say is I bleached the shit out of that bin and I hope all those little bastards had a horrible death... Ewwwwww!!!!

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Bright yellow HNT

I recieved some flowers from a good friend a while ago, Before I threw them out I thought I would make good use of them:)

What do you think?

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Oh No you didnt!!!!

I went down to the store today to grab some pop. I wasent even gone 10 minutes and When i get home I find the kitchen garbage all over the floor. I wasent impressed seeing as the same thing happens last week..

At first I wasent sure if it was my dog or one of my cats but as i walked in to my bedroom i seen Daisy (my dog) lying on the bed with her head down as if she had done something bwrong... Sure enough as she looks up at me all I see is red all over her face.. BUSTED!!!!!!

I was mad but It was really cute at the same time... Check out her face!!

At least someone enjoyed my spegetti sause!!

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This years love, Beautiful song

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own, too long
When you hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
Start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feelin' like I can't go on.
Turnin' circles time again
Cut like a knife, oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
Cuz' it takes something more this time
Then sweet, sweet lies, oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet?
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Cuz' whose to worry if our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you notice life goes on
Won't you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last, whoa
This years love had better last.

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Monday, June 18, 2007

my thoughts..

Ok so i have had a few drinks tonight and Im feeling pretty good... Im in that stage where all i wanna do is talk but guess what?! I have nobody to talk to:( My friends came over, got me drunk then they left.... They stayed for a while but then had to go.. lol

I have a million things going through my mind right now so im just going to say what ever i feel....

I love my friends so much.. This summer is the best so far. I've been having so much fun.. I never use to go out because of my anxiety, It was so bad everywhere i went that i would just much rather stay home in my comfort zone.. I still do feel very anxious when i go out but I refuse to sit inside and have a boring life all the time..... I promised myself I would make a change and so far this change ROCKS!!!!

Ok this is funny! I was at the dollarstore the other day with hELLA and i was looking for something cool to throw on the top of my buddys bday present, Nothing big just something to add to it....

So i found these....lol

I like to call them redneck mints, i just thought they were funny, the one on the right is the best but its kind of hard to see, its just a redneck waving lol

You know at the beginning of this post i said i had alot to say and I did but its taken me about an hour to write this much lmao! Its a wee bit more hard to type when your tipsy. Check out a few of my pics from tonight:)

Hahah Good times.. Anyways Im off to bed now but before i leave heres a wickid song that i cant get out of my head, the video is kinds cool too!! Shake that Ass!!!!

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Saturday Night Drinks!

This weekend was My good friend Jeffs 25th Birthday party. My fiance, myself, Hella and a couple other buddies got together at my place and had a few drinks before we left for the party...

Our Drin

k of choice for the night:)

Rum and Butter shots Mmmmmmmm. By the time we got to the party we were all feeling pretty good! There was alot of people there, the music was pumping and all was good:)

I met some cool people, they werent stuck up like alot of people are these days.. Its always nice to meet new people and make new friends.

I was out front of the house at one point in the night chatting with a few friends, I look up and I see the cops pulling right in my direction.. (oh great)

The cop asked me what was going on and where the party was at.. He stated he had a noise complaint.. So I took him to the backyard so he could tell everyone to keep it down.. He didnt appreciate me grabbing his ass on the way but oh well he was a Hot cop and I could'nt resist.. I then told him that I thought he was Smokin Hot... lol The things you say when you have booze in ya!!!!! He was flattered but he said that i wasent allowed to touch him at all....:(

This is my new favourite picture of Hella and I drunk together lol!!! I guess i just had the urge to bite her:) lol

And Heres the Birthday Boy on the right!!!!!

Happy Birthday Jeff!

~~Good Times~~

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Friday, June 15, 2007

Story of my life!

This is kind of a touchy subject for me, For those of you who dont know I have a very bad stress and anxiety disorder... I woke up this morning feeling very panicy, I hate mornings like this... Sometimes i wake up and I feel great but other times (like today ) i feel like shit..

I have had this for about 4 years now and I am on Medication for it but it doesnt always work. When i get a panic attack i feel my chest tighten up, i feel as though I cant breath, i get dizzy and hot flashes and feel like Im about to die or im going crazy!!

Sounds Fun eh!!

Its the most horrible feeling ever and no matter how many times i go through it i always seem to think i am dying, I am convinced that this time will be different.

Panic attacs come without any warning and without any way to stop it therefore i have to deal with it everytime it happens which sucks... I tend to get panicy when i am not in my own environment and when i am alone... I also have them alot when i am with friends but I try and hide it the best i can because to me its embarresing..

I have this disorder because I am a big Worrier and I stress about everything all the time.

A panic attack is not dangerous, but it can be terrifying, largely because it feels 'crazy' and 'out of control.' Panic disorder is frightening because of the panic attacks associated with it, and also because it often leads to other complications such as phobias, depression, substance abuse, medical complications, even suicide. Its effects can range from mild word or social impairment to a total inability to face the outside world.

In fact, the phobias that people with panic disorder develop do not come from fears of actual objects or events, but rather from fear of having another attack. In these cases, people will avoid certain objects or situations because they fear that these things will trigger another attack.

I will avoid anything if i feel as though its gonna trigger another attack, Its horrible...

Anyways enough said about all this, I am sick of having it in my life and I just want it to go away!!!!

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Surrounded By Nature Hnt!!

I'm posting very early tonight because i have to be up at 4am tomorrow morning so i am hitting the sack shortly. This weeks Hnt pics are basically of me enjoying nature and the beautiful warm weather we've been having:)

This 1st pic was taken at Hellas house under this huge tree she has right outside in her yard.

This pic turned out pretty cool, Even though I was getting eatin alive by mosquitos.. I had bites all up my arms and legs!! It wasent cool.. lol

And my final pic is me again with flowers, I also got biten by mosquitos this time as well, Even on my ass!!!!!! The things I do for Hnt!!:)

I recieved this poem in an email today and it made me think alot and feel gratefull for what I have...

Someone will always be prettier.

Some will always be smarter.

Some of their houses will be bigger.

Some will drive a better car.

Their children will do better in school

And their husband will fix more things around the house.

So let it go,

and love you and your circumstances.

Think about it!

The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.

And the most highly favored

woman on your job may be unable to have children.

And the richest woman you know,

she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~

might be lonely.

And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing."

So, again, love you.

Love who you are.

Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say,

"I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!"

"Winners make things happen~~

Losers let things happen.

Be blessed" ladies~~~ ~ ~

Happy Hnt!!!!

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Its Wednesday!

That would be sweet!!!!
Happy Hump Day

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Are you a freak in the bed?

Find out if you are a freak in bed at LiquidGeneration!

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

Nice Day off with my Buddy Hella

Happy Thursdays

Had a great day off today, I rolled out of bed at around 11;30 tidyied up a bit then decided to go and bug Hella for the rest of the afternoon.. Hella wasent in the best of mood today for of a number of reasons.. I guess i will share a few of the reasons just for kicks... (sorry Hella) #1 She is sick.. #2 She is dog sitting and she isent enjoying it one bit...lol.. She actually gave one of the dogs the finger today and told it to go play hide and go fuck yourself.. I laughed so hard at the fact that she gave the dog the finger.. To Funny!! Hella isent the biggest Dog person but she does have a heart, She will make sure that the dogs are well taken care of.. When she gets pissed off though watch out! Everytime she gets mad I always laugh because to me its just too funny.... I'm sure that probably makes her more angry that i laugh but trust me if you seen her you would too! (sorry again Hella)

I'm not going to continue with the other reasons why she was irrated, Ill leave that to her:) Anyways we took some really cool Hnt shots Of Hella tonight so be sure to Check her out in the next upcoming weeks:)

We also rented a movie that we've been dying to see... Norbit, have you all heard of it?

Its not to bad, there were some funny parts but I wouldnt watch it again.. All I have to say is "shes a huge Bitch"

Seeing as this Post has alot to do with Hella I think I will fill everyone in on how we became friends...

Hella and I worked together at a daycare about 4 years ago, At first we both didnt really think to much of eachother, I thought she came across as a snob and she thought that i was the type of girl who wouldnt take the time to get to know her.. We were both wrong!!!!

I ended up Getting moved into the room Hella was working in to take care of the toddlers, I was Happy in that room, I loved the age group and I got to know a great person.. Hella that is! We got along great from day one, We took excellent care of the kids but at the same time always had fun ... We were always laughing and being creative with our programming.. We were fair to oneanother and made a great team!!

All was Great Untill one day totally unexpected I got FIRED!!! I wont go into detail but it was bullshit and they made a big mistake... I was very upset to leave the kids and Hella and all my other coworkers but i had no choice.

Hella and I always stayed in contact with eachother after I got the boot, We hung out and talked on the phone and actually became even tighter then we were at the daycare.. We realized that we were Tequila Buddies:)

One of the 1st nights I hung out with Hella We were Hammered off Tequila. We were doing shot after shot after shot... and after so many shots this is what happens...

You pick up your friend and then drop her ass right on the hard floor..then to top it off you pour your booze all over her head!! Lmao, Good times man, I barely remember this night , One thing I would like to know is who the Hell took this picture?

And thats the short version of how Hella and I met:)

Thanks for the Fun Hella, Luv you like a sister..

By the way I did learn something new about Hella today, she has the cutest little bum... So petite.... *pinch the tush*

Happy Thursday All Muah!

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Shower Power Hnt!

Dont you love a Long hot shower? I do, I had one this morning and it was great:) I didnt want to get out but I had no choice seeing as the water went ice cold.. Brrrrr

Happy Hnt :)

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Absolut Hunk

My Fiance and I got invited to a party at the end of July... Theme of the party, Dress up like a famous couple.. OMG! I cant think of who the hell to dress up as. I thought of a few couples like, Beyonce and Jay z (no joe isent black) Shrek and fiona, Dan and roseanne, Ellen degeneres and her girlfriend but They just arent cuttin it for joe... I need a good couple that we can have fun dressing up as but wont be to expensive... Any ideas???

Im up for any suggestions:)

I'm off for now but I wanted to leave my Girlz with a pleasent view before bedtime.....

DELICIOUS.... Ring out your Gitch ladies, I already did!!!

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Monday, June 04, 2007

cute little head

Happy Mondays

MMMmmmm

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Another Game of Tag:)

Have you ever??

1.Given a Hickey? Oh yes, many Hickeys

2.Had a one night stand? Yep once in a trailor park

3.Made someone cry? Ya and Im not proud of it.

4.Opened your Christmas presents early? lol every year. I always open 1 or 2 on christmas eve and I always make joe let me open one in early december as well (im bad)

5.Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? ya more then likely, Im addicted to the computer

6.Pretended to be someone you weren't online? Yes, Who hasent?

7.Eaten food that fell on the floor? yes but it was my floor and i just cleaned it

8.Been caught cheating? Never, I would never cheat in the 1st place though

9.Been caught naked? ya one time when i was younger a older guy caught me naked, It sucked

10.Flashed someone? Yes i flashes about 5 guys one night when i was drunk.... lol

11.Gone out without underwear on? everyday

12.Swallowed bath water? Ewwww no!! thats grose man

13.Peed in the pool? yep

14.Thrown up in public? yep I was at a dance when i was a teenager and I got so drunkthat i threw up all over the bench outside..

15.Been so drunk you can't walk? countless times

16.Peed in public? yep I peed behind a bush once on a main street.. I was drunk and i couldnt hold it

17.Broken wind and blamed someone else? I dont break wind

18.Ever played pull my finger? yes...

Im going to Tag Hella (once again) Exile, Sassy, hippychic

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Its raining, its pouring.

I've been looking forward to this monday off but its 8;00am so why the hell am I up? I woke up at 6;30 this morning and decided to get up and have a nice hot coffee.... I was pissed to find that we had no coffee left so i had to settle for a hot chocolate.

I dont really have a whole lot to say so im just blabbing on to pass the time:)

Its shitty outside today, the sun is nowhere to be seen and its raining, at least its not burning hot!! the cool air feels nice for a change..

I have alot of cleaning to do today, I dont even want to attempt to get started, the kitchen is a right off..

Why cant men clean? My fiancee really doesnt do anything around here if it involves cleaning.. He will do small things once and a while but thats only if i bug him for like an hour to do it and still hes not impressed... I dont think its fair that I have to do everything all the time Grrrrr

Pisses me off!!!!! anyways I'll be back later Im going to watch Tv:)

I know I know it was a boring post:P

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

My secrets.

1.What's in your wallet? visa, bankcard, condom, gift certificates, change
2.What's under your bed? My cat angel and thats it, i try and keep it clean under there
3.What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet? lol Ill never tell
4.What's in your underware drawer? sex toys and undies/socks
5.What's in the trunk of your car? A dead body lol just kidding, windshield washer fluid, laundry soap and a lawn chair
6.What colour is the underware your wearing at this moment? Not wearing any, I like to be free
7.Do you have a super-secret hiding place and what's in it? I hide a few things but i dont really have a top secret hiding place and if i did i wouldnt tell
8.Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what? Yes very much so, I told a secret i should'nt have
9.What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now? my dresser, i got it from an auction and it is sooooo UgLY
10.Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about? not that im aware of
11.What is your last thought before you fall asleep? Depends on the night, most of the time i think about the next day
12.How long have those leftovers been in the fridge? Hahah way to long there going in the garbage in a few minutes (eww)
13.If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find? Nothing really but a bunch of pictures, I just recently lost everything on my computer
14.Do you sleep with anything? Always a fan and my Teddy bear:) (im a kid at heart)
15.What is your midnight snack weakness? CHIPS
16.Have you ever you shop lifted? Yes sorry to say
17.Have you ever vandalized anything? Yes sorry to say again! I was young and stupid
18.Ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight? Do x-boyfriends count?
19.What do you wait until no one is looking to do? itch my bum:)

TAG!!!! your it Hella, Alyssa, Vixen, Chelle,

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What kind of Celebrity Ho-Bag are you?

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2 Thumbs Up

Came home yesterday and I was so tired and Hot from working all day... The heat in the nursing home was insane!!!!! So after I got out of the ice cold shower i curled up on the couch and popped in a movie that we had rented the day before...

Deja vu, anyone seen it?

It was a really good movie, It had me on the edge of the seat:) I love when i rent good movies, majority of the time i'll rent a movie and be dissapointed. If you havent seen it i would reccommend that you go out and get it:)

Just thought I would share...

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