When I was litte I was always with her, I remember sleeping outside on the lawn with her during the day. She was an awesome dog, She lived until I was about 18 then we moved to a different location..The man who was instaling our cable at the time had left the backyard gate open (after I specifically told him not to) So of course My dog ran away.. She ended up 2 town over and had been hit by a van:(

she died a couple hours after that.. It broke my heart and my family's as well.

And finally a picture in the river with my Brother and I.

I had so much fun this night, My brother and I spent hours in the water playin catch with the beach ball.

The sunset was gorgeous.. I miss these days.

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Friday, July 27, 2007

How taboo are you?

You'll be suprised what you'll do!!!

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Finally, I've seen it.

Theres nothing better then cuddling up with your Hunny and watching a movie. So this friday night thats exactly what we did. Theres a few movies I've wanted to see but the one I was dying to see was Premonition

with Sandra Bullock. This movie wasent bad, although it was a little confusing at times.

I cried a couple times through out the movie but I am a suck:(

Some times when you watch a movie you put yourself in that position and you cant help but get emotional.

I wont say much more about the movie because I dont want to ruin it for those of you who havent seen it yet.

Nothing else really exciting going on tonight, My mans asleep and Im watching the tube and chatting with some friends online. (How exciting)

Hope everyone has a Great weekend!!!!!!

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Apparenty I'm a TOTAL BITCH!!!!

I took this Bitch quiz to find out if I was a bitch or not and well I guess i am...

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My Girl

I've been hanging out with my girl Hella alot lately, Weather we go out and do something fun or just sit around and shoot the shit we always seem to have fun together.

The other night we were both lazy and feeing a bit goofy. I think we both may have been a bit over tired so everything seemed funny to us.

We took this pic to see how bitchy we could look... I think we did a pretty good job considering we both look super pissed..

I dont know what I'm going to do when Hella leaves for Caifornia soon to see her Hunny. Who will i make silly faces with:(

* Hella I will miss you dearly but Jesus you need to see him!!! * Bring him home with you this time :)

Heres a better pic of the two of us...

Nighty Night!!!

Labels: Bitchy California, Hella, Holz

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Butterfly Hnt

Ive always loved butterfies for as long as I can remember....

A few weeks ago I was at my moms house for a visit and she said she had a suprise for me.

She pulled out this Butterfly flag and said that I could have it for my garden..

Seeing as I have no garden I hung it on my wall in my bedroom and thought I would take a Hnt pic with it..

Happy Half~Nikked Thursday

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

Blah

Ever had one of those days when you just felt like shit?
I'm feeling down in the dumps today and it sux.
Everything is getting on my nerves.

I have a very close friend (that ive known for years) that has recently moved in above me with my landlord. They are in a gay relationship, which is fine, but my problem is that I never get to see my friend because his boyfriend is apparently very controlling. He doesnt want him hanging out with me all that often because he wants to keep the relationship between them and myself a "landlord/tennant relationship"

Its a little to late for that considering that Ive known chad (my friend) for aout 15 years and we've always been tight.
This is an ongoing issue and quite frankly I am sick and tired of it, my feelings are hurt and I dont know weather or not to approach my landlord about it because I dont want to cause any problems considering I wish to continue living here.
I dont really see the big deal with Chad coming down to my apartment once and a while to have a drink with me or even us getting together and going out for the day..

Are gay relationships always so dramatic?

Maybe my landlord is jelious of the relationship Chad and I have, (if you can even call it a relationship)
I'm just confused as what to do, I cant continue this way thats for sure. I miss my friend and I want him back:(

On another note I am Pissed off because I have to work midnights tonight. I shouldn't bitch because I do need the $$$ in such a big way but i just cant help it. I have to be there in 9 hours and i am not looking forward to it! Grrrr!!! i cant wait until the end of August because thats when I start my new job working mon-fri like normal people.
Ok so enough with the midnight shift bitching.
I have another thing to bitch about:)
I have absolutely no clothes, I am so sick of getting up in the morning and going into my closet to find absolutely nothing to wear or just having nothing that fits. Its depressing!!!!
I would love to have a couple thousand dollars to go on a shopping spree and buy a completey new wardrobe.
That woud be so SWEET!!!!!
I guess the way I look has alot to do with my happiness as well, I just feel so ugly lately and its not a nice feeling.

Sorry about all the negativity in this post but I needed to vent!

My man is gone away all weekend and I just need a hug! that would make things a bit better....

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Black and White Hnt

I found this poem and I though I would post it this week with my Hnt pictures... It really has no relation to my pictures but its about being nude. and well, this is Hnt right??!!

ESSENCE OF BEING NUDE

The essence of being nude

Is the freedom to be oneself

Without hidden agenda...

The essence of being nude

Is the sharing of one's soul

Without all the masks...

The essence of being nude

Is the seeing of another

Without sexual thoughts...

The essence of being nude

Is experiencing oneself

Without any fears...

The essence of being nude

Is an understanding

Without spoken word...

The essence of being nude

Is the acceptance of yourself

Without any guilt.

Happy Half- Nikked Thursday~

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A suprise for me.

As I came across Hellas blog yesterday i seen that she had mentioned me as a rockin girl blogger.

I have been blogging for almost a year now, I do enjoy it because it lets me express my feelings and just blab about random bullshit. I have been lucky enough to meet some really cool bogger friends..

Just though I woud thank everyone who stops by to check me out once and a while...

and thanks to Hella for the Rockin girl Blogger..

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Weekend Recap

The weekend is over but mine is just beginning because unike "normal" people I work all weekend, every weekend and have basically the whole week off.

Friday night Hella came over and we wanted to do something but we just didnt know what. Seeing as it was Fridat the 13th we thought why not do something spooky and take a drive up to Ghost road..

For those of you who havent heard of Ghost rd, Here's a short version of the story!

In the 1950's a young man by the name of Dan/Dave Sweeny was driving a motorcycle down a desolated road in Scugog Township, Ontario, Canada. He was driving at an excessive speed when he lost control, and was thrown into a field. Tragically poor Dan was killed when his head hit a large rock. Since the time of the accident there has been reports of a phantom headlight which crosses the field, then turns left down the road where it vanishes into the night. It seems Dan is doomed to relive that last ride each night on Ghost road.....At least that's how one story goes......

For decades (possibly much longer) people have been reporting strange and inexplicable phenomena occurring on 'ghost road' The most common of these is a mysterious white 'light' (the headlight of a motorcycle according to legend) and a smaller red 'light' (the taillight). Other anomalous phenomena include the sighting of 'ghostly beings', cars being pulled forward and backwards, electrical anomalies, batteries draining and equipment (i.e: cameras) malfunctioning, ufos, strange sounds, and other assorted odd occurrences.

I've been there before and seen what looked like a motorcycle headight in the feld but who knows!!!

Hella and I sat in the car "with the doors locked" for about 1/2 an hour waiting to see anything but no luck!

We did take a picture of the rock as we were leaving and it looks like theres orb's in it

Check it out, what do you think?

So that was our friday night..

Saturday night we were both extremley lazy so we just lounged aroung and acted like ass's

It is now sunday night at 10;20 pm and I am ready for bed, I am sooo tired!!!

Good Night !~~

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Colourfull Hnt

Lately I feel as though I am running out of Hnt idea's.

You can only take so many pictures of your ass, then it just gets old after a while.

Tonights Hnt is all about colour,

Enjoy.....

Happy Half-NikkED Thursday!!!!

For something different this week i've decided to add a Meme to my post!

~~~All About Your Lover~~~

What is their name? Joe.

What pet name do you like to call them? sweet cheeks.

How long have you been together? 6 1/2 years.

How did you meet? Through my friend Jenn.

What do you like the most about them? the snuggles and the feeling of being safe.

What do you like the least about them? Negativity and when he sniffles his nose Ugh!

What is the best thing they have ever done for you? Theres so many to choose from, I would have to say paid off my car

Have they met your parents yet? Yes, Lived with them WAY TO LONG

What would you kids look like if you had kids? not to sure, maybe dark hair and eyes, probably somewhat tall

What is the worst argument you have had? We've had so many. i try to forget them, mainley about money

Do you still kiss a lot? not as much as i would like to

Who asked who out? He asked me:)

Do you think you will get married? Yes

Can you see yourself growing old with them? yes, but we will bicker all the time

What is the one thing you would like to change about them? once again negative additude

What do you think they would like to change about you? money spending habits

What is the first gift they ever bought you? I think it was ither a rose or a cheap ring

Do you have a favorite song together? Rascal flats broken road

Would you say the two of you are a good match? ya i think so!

Your It--->>>>> Hella, Exile, Macky, Alyssa

Happy Hnt!!!!

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Ramblings

I was at Hella's boys soccer game a couple weeks back and I ran into a parent of one of the kids I use to take care of at the daycare when I worked there..
She mentioned to me that she was looking for a full time Nanny and to keep my ears open if i heard of anyone that was interested..

I thought about it quickly and told her that i was a little interested... I havent been getting alot of hours at the nursing home and something full time was music to my ears..

We arranged a day to meet up (yesterday) and discussed all the responsibilities, pay rate, hours and so on..

I scored!!! the pay is great and i already know the kids. Theres one boy which is almost 5 and one girl who is almost 2.. They are adorable!

Alot of people think I made the wrong move by quitting my job at the nusring home to take care of kids all day but I know what i have to do and this is it. Its guarenteed money every week and weekends off. I have no guarenteed hours at the nursing and I always work weekends and miss out on all the fun..
Not to mention that this job is basically saving my relationship with my fiance and I. The weekly income is going to be such a big help and make a huge difference:)

What can I say, I am So HAPPY!!!!!!

On another note, I am so sleepy and lazy today. I was fine for the first little while when i woke up but then i had a shower and that all changed in a matter of 2 minutes...

Yesterday my Landlord came down and said he grabbed me a new shower head and he wanted to put it on for me. It has 3 different settings on it, My favourite setting is the mist. OMG!
It is so relaxing and feels so good, i had a shower this morning and I just had to fall asleep when i got out.. (Hella, you are going to die when you try it, you'll never get out)

Things are pretty good right now, I'm hoping things are going to start falling in place for me.

Going in the shower again:) Ahhhhhhhh

Muah~

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Monday, July 09, 2007

Weekend- Recap

So I went to that Hollywood theme party this weekend..

It wasent to bad, I was the best dressed and probably the one who felt the stupidest lol.

I got the weirdest looks from people as I was driving there.

I do have one complaint about the whole night though, The BUGS!!! they were horrible, i literally have 20 bites on one butt cheek, there all up my arms and legs and on my face too..

STUPID THINGS!!

Other then that the night went well, Two of my friends came as Baby and Johnny from the movie Dirty Dancing. They performed the dance that they do at the end of the movie to the song I had the time of my life.. It was pretty cool.

Johnny and Baby

There was alot of "stars" there like: Pamela anderson, Angus young, Julian from the trailor park boys, Avril lavigne, Alice cooper, Hugh heffner, Beyonce,cher and Brad pitt. There were more but I cant remember..

Heres a few more pics...

Beyonce

Angus young

ok, Here I am, Tell me what you think, I will post a real pic of mimi and then myself:)

Lmao! I'm a Hottie!

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Tantalizing HNT!

It's thursday once again, time for HNT.

This week i've decided to share one of the many sides of Hollz.

Tonight I got to let my inner naughty girl come out and play for a while.

I'll let the pictures speak for themselves.

Happy HNT

25 wants to get Lei'd!!

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

New Timberland Song!!!!!

Awesome song!! Makes me wanna dance!!

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Weak in the knees

I really like this song, ive been listening to it for the past week now and im still not sick of it yet.

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Maneater