Ive been listening to this song for quite sometime now and i cant seem to get enough of it... just makes me wanna move my ass....

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I Fucked up!

Sad, depressed, heartbroken,dissapointed, ashamed, remorseful,

regretful, afraid and worried is how ive been feeling for the past 2 days....

I got into some legal trouble and ended up losing my job. Im not a dangerous peson, nor would i ever hurt anyone but i did fuck up and i fucked up pretty bad.....I was pretty sure that i was going to loose my job but not 100% i guess i was trying to hold on to a little bit of hope that wasent there.

I had the best job ever, yes it was long hours but when you look at the big picture i had it made..... I got to take care of 2 amazing kids all day long, I grew to love these children very deeply. I feel so sorry for these kids because they have no clue that Hollz wont be returning to play with them and be their " world best babysitter" anymore.

It truly breaks my heart, if i would have known it was the last time i was going to see them then i would have held them that much longer...

Ive been a basketcase for the past 2 days, Im just thankful i have good friends that are there for me when i need them.

~K & L~

I love you 2 sooooo much and will miss you more then you'll ever know, Please dont be sad, Have fun with your new babysitter and be good for mommy and daddy.. Always remember me and the love i have for you....

XoX

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

meme time

1. Do you personally find your own genitalia attractive? umm ya i guess so lol, i try and make it look pretty:)

2. What are you craving right now? sex and cheesecake yummmmmm

3. When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it? I always let the cashier keep it, pennies are a pain in the ass, i dont even know why they ae still around.

4. Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror? Yep.. a breast cancer awareness air freshner ribbon and a necklace

5 Have any nick names? If so, what? Hollz, weezie,boo

6 What's your definition of cheating? depends on the relationship your mate has with the other person... ex) if my mate was to peck one of my girlfriends on the lips thats ok because its just a friendly kiss but if he were to go to the bar and was making out with some andom girl then we would have some issues.

7. Have you ever fired a gun? only a pellit gun lol

8. What makes you unique? there is only one me in this whole world

9. First thing youll save in a fire?? My animals and my pictures of my grandma..

10 What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11? I always make a wish but it never comes true

11. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh? ABSOLUTELY!!!

12 . Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex? off for sure, maybe just have some candle light..

13. If you could ‘take back’ your virginity from your first partner, would you? Yea i think so, i would choose somebody else who was more experienced.

14. generally, in life, what makes you happy? Laughter, friends, love and animals.

15 Is it possible for full-figured women to be equally attractive as thinner women? Being a full figured woman i should be positive and answer this question with a yes but honestly i think thinner women are more attractive... Im not saying full figured women arent attractive but in my opinion (compared to me) i think they are more attractive.... I just hate being overweight...

16 Is it better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all? absolutely.....


Mackey and Hella its time for you to play along!!

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

Holy its been a while!!!!

where does the time go??? my last post was in june!!!! HOLY SHIIT! its been so long it actually took me 3 shots to remember my password to get on blogger
I've bee a busy girl. Workig 12-13 hours a day really takes a lot out of me.. Anytime i am on the computer i feel as though im always rushed cuz my man always wants to get on as well.

Things have been pretty good around here, our house is coming along, we are discussing wedding plans and doing alot of partying *as always*
Today I am sufferig from the worlds worst hangover, i guess you should always eat dinner before you have a big night of drinking eh! Big mistake on my part..... Why is it that you always have to pay for it the next day? why cant you just wake up feelig like a millon bux?

Anyone know any good cures to get rid of a hangover besides sleep, water and tylenol???

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