A Place for me to say whatever the hell I want
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I Fucked up!
Sad, depressed, heartbroken,dissapointed, ashamed, remorseful,
regretful, afraid and worried is how ive been feeling for the past 2 days....
I got into some legal trouble and ended up losing my job. Im not a dangerous peson, nor would i ever hurt anyone but i did fuck up and i fucked up pretty bad.....I was pretty sure that i was going to loose my job but not 100% i guess i was trying to hold on to a little bit of hope that wasent there.
I had the best job ever, yes it was long hours but when you look at the big picture i had it made..... I got to take care of 2 amazing kids all day long, I grew to love these children very deeply. I feel so sorry for these kids because they have no clue that Hollz wont be returning to play with them and be their " world best babysitter" anymore.
It truly breaks my heart, if i would have known it was the last time i was going to see them then i would have held them that much longer...
Ive been a basketcase for the past 2 days, Im just thankful i have good friends that are there for me when i need them.
~K & L~
I love you 2 sooooo much and will miss you more then you'll ever know, Please dont be sad, Have fun with your new babysitter and be good for mommy and daddy.. Always remember me and the love i have for you....
XoX
3 want to get Lei'd!.:
Oh hunny...that breaks my heart. =(
I hope things get back to normal for u soon.
((((hugs))))
11:19 PM
I've been in that same situation where you don't know that it's "the last time". It sucks, big time.
Sorry to hear about the legal troubles. Hopefully you'll be able to rise above them quickly!
7:21 AM
I'm sorry you are feeling this way :( Big hugs. I hope things getter better for you quick.
12:44 PM
