~~~*Hollz Hallway*~~~: November 2008

A Place for me to say whatever the hell I want

Thursday, November 27, 2008

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Cant Sleep.

Its 1;oo am and i cant get to sleep, I was already in bed tossing and turning, Finally i said fuck it and got up....

I have to be up somewhat early tomorrow because i told my friend i would babysit her little one....

Isent he a cutie??

How could i say no to that..... He is adorable, I love him and whenever im down in the dumps and around him he cheers me right up...

(little peanut)

Hellas birthday party is on saturday night, were having a big bash for her 31st. It should be good timez. I remember her 30th birthday, seems like only yesterday... Wow how the time flies!!!

Im sure sunday I will be suffering a hangover from hell... cant wait for that" NOT!

Im still on the job hunt, not having any luck at all, Its starting to get very frustrating and causing more stress on me and my man, if that is even possible.

I just want things to go back to the way they were before, back when things were easy!

One mistake can cost you so much...

Earth showed us her treasures

To let us all see

But she never intended

We take them for free

2 wants to get Lei'd!!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Hnt

*H*A*P*P*Y H*N*T*

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Saturday, November 22, 2008

55 ways to keep yourself HAppY

I got this in my email this morning and i absolutely love it.... The words are soooo true......

1.Never put yourself last.
2.Count your blessings every day.
3.Acknowledge your successes along with your downfalls.
4.Remember, the voice telling you that you cannot do something is always lying.
5.At least once a day sit and do nothing.
6.Celebrate all your birthdays no matter how old you get.
7.Examine your life for limitations and ask yourself why you put them there.
8.Diminish your wants instead of increasing your needs.
9.Cry when you feel like it.
10. Don't wait for someone else to laugh or express joy.
11. Forgive yourself for any mistake you make, no matter how big or small.
12.Keep good company.
13. Use your enthusiasm to put yourself in forward gear and give yourself a spark to move ahead.
14.Look in the eyes of the ones you love when you are talking to them.
15.Walk in a summer rain shower without an umbrella.

16.Do a kind deed for someone else.
17.Be patient.
18.Change what you can and leave the rest alone.
19.Walk hand and hand with truth.
20.Make laughter and joy a greater part of your life than anger and grief.
21.Slow down and enjoy the present.
22.Walk in others' shoes before judging them.
23.Remind yourself that the company you keep is a reflection of what you think of yourself.
24.Accept your fears, no matter how crazy they seem.

25. Don't let other people's opinions shape who you are.
26. Never attribute your accomplishments to luck or chance.
27.Know when to say no.
28.Look at the positive side of negative situation.
29.Accept the things you cannot change.
30.Look inside instead of outside yourself for answers to life's problems.
31.Remember that all feelings are okay.

32.Stand up for what you believe in.
33.Seize every moment and live it fully.
34.Give away or sell anything you haven't used in the past five years.
35. Take responsibility for what you think, feel, and do.
36.Pamper yourself.

37.Volunteer to help someone in need.
38.Finish unfinished business.
39.Be spontaneous.
40.Cuddle an animal.
41. See success as something you already have, not something you must attain.
42. Be open to life.
43.Experience the splendor and awe of a sunset.
44.Instead of believing in miracles, depend on them.
45.Change your attitude and your whole life will change.
46. When your heart is at odds with your head, follow your heart.
47. Live your life according to what is right for you.
48.Acknowledge your imperfections.
49.See "friend" instead of "enemy" on the face of strangers.
50.Let the playful child within you come out.
51.Work through your problems step by step and one day at a time.
52.Accept compliments from others so you can see the truth about yourself.
53.Never live your life according to what is right for someone else.
54. Talk less listen more.
55.Admit your wrongdoing and forgive yourself for it.

2 wants to get Lei'd!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

4 in 1 Hnt

A little small i know, I tried to make it bigger but things were'nt going my way tonight.

Happy HNT

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Routan baby maker 3000

Do you have kids? If not, Have you ever wondered what your baby would look like?

Now you can find out @ Routan babymaker.com

Check out my son Jayden, isent he a smush?

1 wants to get Lei'd!!

What world record im most likely to break according to the computer!

your best chance is to break the record..

"Eat most cockroaches"

Ewwwww, Ya right!!!!!!

0 wants to get Lei'd!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

life sucks

This is not a pity post but a post where i can express how im feeling..

Everything sucks so bad right now, I honestly cant think of one thing that is going right for me...

Im still on the job hunt but having no luck, Im getting frustrated with the whole situation and falling deeper and deeper into debt.

My fiance and I are fighting all the time now, we got into a HUGE fight tonight and i ended up taking off for over 5 hours to try and calm down.. It worked! i did calm down but now i am just feeling sad.

Im trying to stay positive but some days are worse then others. Today is a bad day for sure!!!

Im very stressed about going to court in december. ( yes Holls got into a little trouble with the cops and ended up getting arrested)

Im not proud of it and if i could take it back i definitely would. One thing is for sure though, i definitely dont need that shit to be thrown in my face by anybody!!!

At least im admitting im wrong and i feel remorseful, Im not a coward.

Its funny when shit like this happens you realize who your real friends are.

Peoples true colours really start to show.

Life just seems so hard sometimes, All i want is happiness and health and it seems impossible to get, yet it comes so naturally to others.

When it alll boils down though, Money talks!!!!

You got money, your happy!!

Thats the way i look at it anyways.

3 wants to get Lei'd!!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Sexy in a stinkie kind of way

Ive talked about Matthew mcConuaghey before on my blog, I love him, I think he is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS and an amazing actor.
I recently found out that he does'nt wear deoderant or cololgne. He says he hasent worn deodeant or cologne in over 20 years....
He says the chicks dig the natural smell, he claims that he showers a few times a day though...
Do i think any diffeent of him now??? Hell no!! that man is so damn HOT! smelly or not, I'd do him:)
I have to admit though it would be that much sexier if he smelled good.... I find it funny that he did this Dolce and gabbana commercial now knowing he doesnt even wear any type of cologne period!!!
Aw well its some serious eye candy!!!!!

1 wants to get Lei'd!!

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Hollz and Hella Chill again wooo hooooooo!!

Yesterday was a good day, except for the fighting with my man....

Hella and I had made plans for her to come down for the day and just chill. We havent done that for ages, I mean, we've gotton together with a bunch of people and partied but its been a while sinse weve hung out just the two of us.

It was nice, we caught on everything, bitched about a few things. Good times!!!

We ended up going for a walk down the trails behind my house and of course brought the camera.....

This is what i love about hanging out with Hella, we always have fun no matter what we do..... we could sit in a room and watch paint dry together and still have a blast...

We definitely need to do this more often,

Good timez~

2 wants to get Lei'd!!

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Why do we fight with the ones we love the most??

My Fiance and i seem to be fighting alot lately. It always seems to be about the stupidest shit. It drives me nuts, i cant handle it!!!!!!
We both love eachother dearly but at the same time we both drive eachother crazy... I try to talk calmly instead of screaming but he frustrates the shit out of me to the point where i end up screaming. Talking to him is like talking to a rock, he only hears what he wants to hear and always thinks hes right.
UGHHHHHHHHHH

so we got in to an argument this morning about a bottle of pop. yep! thats right a bottle of pop!!
I had put the bottle of pop in the cupbard on its side, it was leaning against something so it wouldnt roll out...
I was in the shower when i heard a big bang and yelling, i was like "WTF"
i go downstairs to see what going on and i start getting yelled at because when he opened the cupboard the bottle of pop fell on his head.. He was so mad, Why the hell did you put the pop like that? thats pretty stupid he says.
He kept going on and on and on about it so i started to get mad back. I said to him "if you dont like where i put it then maybe you should put the fuckin groceries away yourself"
It just got worse from then on..
It is now 11;30 @ night and we still havent spoken........ This is so stupid.

Im so sick of this shit.

life is too short to be unhappy!

2 wants to get Lei'd!!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Shes got legs HNT~

Happy HNT~

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A penny for your germs...

So Ive noticed alot of people are sick lately, the weather is changing and the flu season is approaching quickly...

I just cant undertstand why people dont wash their hands more often??????

Theres so many germs going around, no wonder why people are so sick all the time, Their PIGS!!!!!! lol

We all know how dirty money is but i think sometimes we forget because we are so use to dealing with it every day.

Let me refresh your memory:) I found this study scientists did on coins on the net......

Scientists found 5 different types of human skin bacteria and some not so friendly critters- such as E. coli from fecal matter and staphylococcus from up the nose.

ewwwwwwwwwww, seems as though people dont wash their hands as much as they should.

Fecal matter - solid excretory product evacuated from the bowels

Staphylococcus- group of bacteria, that can cause a multitude of diseases as a result of infection of various tissues of the body.

Wash your hands or youll be eating someone elses SHIT!!

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Sunday, November 02, 2008

JOB HUNTING SUCKS!

So I've been job hunting and it totally sucks balls...
Theres seriously nothing about this whole process that i enjoy... I try to stay positive but I just hate it, ALL OF IT!!!!!
I hate driving around handing in resumes to people who say "well were not hiring right now but Ill take your resume anyway"
Its so depressing.
At this point Ill pretty much take anything, I dont really have a choice as to what i do considering i have a mortgage to pay.
I would like to be somewhat happy though, theres nothing worse then waking up every morning and going to a job that you absolutely hate......
Its bad enough being the new person.

Wish me luck, Im getting up bright and early tomorrow and looking again:)

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Halloween re-cap

How was everyones Halloween? Mine was great!!!

Went to a House party with some friends, got drunk, and danced my ass off:)

I wanted to share a few pics... the costumes were great!