A Place for me to say whatever the hell I want
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
life sucks
This is not a pity post but a post where i can express how im feeling..
Everything sucks so bad right now, I honestly cant think of one thing that is going right for me...
Im still on the job hunt but having no luck, Im getting frustrated with the whole situation and falling deeper and deeper into debt.
My fiance and I are fighting all the time now, we got into a HUGE fight tonight and i ended up taking off for over 5 hours to try and calm down.. It worked! i did calm down but now i am just feeling sad.
Im trying to stay positive but some days are worse then others. Today is a bad day for sure!!!
Im very stressed about going to court in december. ( yes Holls got into a little trouble with the cops and ended up getting arrested)
Im not proud of it and if i could take it back i definitely would. One thing is for sure though, i definitely dont need that shit to be thrown in my face by anybody!!!
At least im admitting im wrong and i feel remorseful, Im not a coward.
Its funny when shit like this happens you realize who your real friends are.
Peoples true colours really start to show.
Life just seems so hard sometimes, All i want is happiness and health and it seems impossible to get, yet it comes so naturally to others.
When it alll boils down though, Money talks!!!!
You got money, your happy!!
Thats the way i look at it anyways.
3 want to get Lei'd!.:
I'm sorry things are so crappy right now and that you're sad :(
I hope things get better real soon.
Was the cop that arrested you hot at least? =P
7:07 AM
As the old saying goes' "You don't count your friends when the sun is shining"
Post away about anything you want...sometimes the release is good. i will always be here no matter if u r up or down.
Just remember....as hard as it is to imagine all this stuff happening to you has a purpose, there is. Everything happens for a reason....sometimes it just takes awhile to truly see what that reason is.
Love & ((((hugs)))) to you Hollybabe.
8:37 AM
Sassy~ the cop wasent ugly but ii was so mad at the time i couldnt really look at him that way.. to me he was a prick lol...
Mackey~ Thanks for always being there for me,
I know everything happens for a reason and thats what i keep telling myself, Like you said it is just so hard to understand what that reason may be....
I guess one day i will understand, untill then i will try to keep my head up and stay positive.. Some days are worse then others and i got blue...
3:51 PM
