~~~*Hollz Hallway*~~~: feeling shitty

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

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feeling shitty

Its 6;25am on tuesday morning... I am sick with a virus and it seems to be getting worse with every day... I went to work yesterday and right when my boss seen me she sent me home and told me get some sleep ( i didnt argue with that)

I'm stressed to the max which probably doesnt help the matter.. Like i had mentioned before in a previous post I have been kicked out of my apartment.. my fiance and i have been through alot in the past few years when it comes to our living situation and location.

He says that he has had enough with renting and putting up with other peoples bullshit. He has his heart set on getting a house.
The problem with this is i dont think we can afford it!
You see my fiance has great credit and he was approved for 0 down but his monthly income isent enough to get anything... As for me, they wont even look at me because Little ol Hollz has shitty credit..
Therefor we start to fight, its very stressful considering we have to be out of here by the 15th of december.. If we have nothing by then, then that means we move right back to where we started from, his parents house!!! (i wont even get in to what its like living there, all i will say is that its not a healthy environment)
My stress and anxiety is building and I feel as though im losing my mind, all I want to do is cry:(
I know that doesnt make it better but i cant help it..
I'm not sure what is going to happen with everything but time will tell..

8 want to get Lei'd!.:

Mackey got sand in my Pina Colada.

If you are both on the mortgage then can't you combine your incomes?
What about assuming someones mortgage?
Sometimes you can get a great deal on a property than someone can't afford to keep.

There is a cute condo in Whitby for 183,900.
4.4% assumable mortgage.
That might be the way to go.

http://ontario.propertysold.ca/whitby/1479/84-petra-way-2

Hope things turn around for you soon.
((((hugs))))

8:30 AM

Anonymous got sand in my Pina Colada.

Look at the Mackey girl go!!!
Lookin up property for you in dear old Whitby!!
I know things are shitty right now, but have soemf aith and know you will be ok.....try not to get too upset...I know its stressful, but something will come along.
YOu know I am always here for help and support!
((((HUGS))))

3:13 PM

Mackey got sand in my Pina Colada.

The great thing about Whitby is if lifes stresses drive you over the edge, you don't have far to go for the Psych ward vacation:P

9:15 PM

Hollz got sand in my Pina Colada.

Mackey~ You are to cute looking up places for me in my home town:) I did check that place out that you sent me and it is nice but unfortunately we cant afford it.. As for the psych ward I think ill be there soon.lol

3:22 AM

Hollz got sand in my Pina Colada.

Hella~
I know you are always there for me, i dont know where i would be if i havent had you... You have been wonderful... thx again!

3:23 AM

Michelle got sand in my Pina Colada.

Oh girl...I am so sorry that you are feeling so stressed and overwhelmed! Something will come up for you guys. In the mean time, even though it may suck ass big time....just make the best at living with his parents. At least its a roof over your heads? :(

And take care of YOU. I don't like that you say all you wanna do is cry. Depression can take hold of you and throw you for a loop. Just look out for yourself ok?

{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}

4:47 AM

Distant Timbers Echo got sand in my Pina Colada.

Oh, you poor thing! Prayers for you.

Go rent the movie The Secret. It will change your life, I promise.

9:42 AM

Anonymous got sand in my Pina Colada.

I am sitting here wondering how Mackey knows so much about our beloved little town....with a psych ward??!?!

4:24 PM

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