I have struggled with my weight for years and now, its gotten to the point where I have no choice but to get it off.
You see I have type 2 diabetes right now, meaning it is controlled with medication and if I loose the weight then I will more then likely get to come off the meds.. If i gain weight or stay at the weight that i am then its more likely to turn into type 1 diabetes which means I would have to start taking insulin.... Basically its up to me which path I choose, I could go ither way right now.. I definitely dont want to start taking insulin so I plan to start making alot of changes.
One day I will be a smokin Babe with a killer body:) The thought of that brings an instant smile to my face!!
Sometimes I wonder why I participate in Hnt every week if I have 0 confidence with my body.. The answer I came up with is I enjoy it!!!!
At first when I started doing Hnt I was worried what people might say, I thought they may be harsh or leave rude comments or maybe even laugh...
I was wrong!!!!! Everyone is so nice and the comments I recieve actually make me feel better... Sometimes its the little things that mean the most:)
I think throughout my whole Hnt journey I recieved one mean comment but that was from some pussy who would'nt show there real name and posted anonymous.. WHATEVER!!!! Now I say This is my blog and if you dont like what you see then maybe you should leave....
If you do like what you see then please leave a comment and come back to visit me again....
Happy Hnt !!
12 want to get Lei'd!.:
We ARE a pretty friendly bunch, aren't we?? Always happy to come by! (except for pictures like the post below....)
6:04 PM
I always love seeing what you come up with for your HNT pics each week.
You are very creative and you always look great!
Happy HNT and to many more!!
6:42 PM
Fuck that asshole who left the comment. I'll put sugar in his gas tank for you.
Great pictures!
Happy HNT!
8:43 PM
Good for you for taking control of your health! You SHOULD be proud of your choice. A beautiful pink polka dot you have there too!
8:51 PM
Good for you for taking control of your health! You SHOULD be proud of your choice. A beautiful pink polka dot you have there too!
8:51 PM
i love HNT for the same reason, and you, my sweetness, look AWESOME every time without fail. Love the pink!!
HHNT!
3:23 AM
HNT is doing a lot for self confidence... just by allowing ordinary people like me to show off a bit... and let's talk about creativity!! I'm sure many had discover that they enjoy photography, modeling, editing photos...
I wish you will stick to your resolution concerning your health... I know it is not easy to make changes ...
HHNT!
3:56 AM
NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!you rock my world :p HHNT
8:06 AM
oh and i had type two diabetes and that was about 3 years ago it went away im lucky but i know the illness is always around the corner so i changed my life in the last year and i am confident now that i can beat this ,,dont give up the first 4 to 6 monthes are hard but it gets easier once you build a routine ,,smile ,,oh and i would kick that pussys ass if i could lmao thats one of the nice things about bein 300 lbs ttyl
8:14 AM
8:14 AM
Diabetes is a real bummer so do what you can to reduce its impact while you can. As for the pics, I've always thought you looked just great and enjoyed your HNT posts. Happy HNT.
8:38 AM
You can do it! If I can lose 25 pounds, quit smoking and drinking and get my blood pressure from 175/95 down to 100/70 you can do ANYTYHING! :-)
PS You look great!HHNT!
1:10 PM
